rain will keep on falling 'til tears keep on falling..v.v.

pain and rain

free your heart from everything
let it dance in the rain
let it fall and be hurt
cause only pain will make your heart real

million words could define rain
just how you define you
for in every moment you spent time while its raining
you must have broke into tears or into victorious laughter
for if you compare rain to love
it could be but it could be not

Kill me now
ah! pain!
for long have i suffered
you want me dead
so take me now
for if death wont take me
i shall take it myself
for i have had enough
of lies and mediocrities
of humiliation and injustice
they no longer deserve my patience
for even angels cry and turn the other way
see! like Lucifer, the greatest and prettiest angel of all
have declined and chose to be a ruler of his own kingdom
have set free of all imaginations
and turn his dreams to reality
see! like Edward, a blood-thirsty vampire
gave up his life for the love of a human
of whom, they sip life
but look, Edward chooses to die for a weak creature-Bella
I, then shall set myself free and be crazy
for happiness is not all about love!

Even if the sky is clear blue
with the sun smiling brightly at its window
the grudges of disease had caught me off guard
i was clearing the sky to create my future
but the darkness of this disease had kept me caged
i could not escape , cant even barely move
and my wings grew weaker each day
with no promise of freedom from the aggravating pain and sorrow
of how i triumph for the past year
shall i turn loser now?
i kept a promise
for the sake of this life
that amidst all, shall i remain a victor of that promise!